Killing yourself in public isn’t the answer, at least not in a way that will leave you spread over a wide area of concrete in such a way that each onlooker will never, ever be able to erase that image from their mind.
You go back inside your apartment to think. This is what your life has come down to: how best to finish yourself without traumatizing a bunch of innocent bystanders. The classic way is to slit your wrists in the bathtub. But that might take a while. Will it hurt for long? Too long?
Maybe you don’t have the courage to end it after all.
|If you’re done trying to off yourself, go to 9.|
|If you want to keep trying to end it all, go to 14.|