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February 10th, 2009: I've learnt a lot over the past few days: I've grown as a person.  I don't park outside Andrew's house every night anymore.  I don't.  I'm down to a mere cruise-by: I take my foot off the gas as I roll down my window and peer in his living room windows, the cool evening's breeze in my hair.  A small smile on my lips.  Nostalgia.  Remember when Andrew and I ran and jumped up and high-fived, and we missed, and instead we slapped each other full on the face?  Andrew and I rolling around on the floor, grabbing our faces.  Tears of pain.  Tears of laughter.  I chuckle.  Tears, in the end, nothing more than the catalyst, setting the cement of a friendship.  We're drenched in cement, he and I.  We're frozen in step, Looney Tunes style.
 There can be more times like that.  There will.  I roll up the window, put some small pressure on the gas and drive away.  For now - for tonight - all I ask is a sturdy car and some streetlight to steer her by, and the fact that Andrew's liable to take his evening meal at 6:35 pm each and every night. – Ryan